I always wanted to write my memoir and first started writing it about fifteen years ago. I knew it would be healing having grown up in a crazy household. I started one version and then got frightened, didn't like the memories that were surfacing and so I stopped. Fast forward … five years later and I started again. I was very busy at the time and so I stopped again. A few years after that, I started again and stopped. Two years ago, I committed to finishing my memoir… I had the cover designed and this time it was going to happen. I was fortunate to have lots of work coming in at the time and it was good money. So… I stopped the process one more time.
I took an extended trip to Hawaii and met many people who had unfinished book projects. I also met a wonderful author who has many published books. I thought it was interesting that I was connecting with authors, most of whom were struggling to finish their current book. What a great mirror… I believe life is a process and things do happen in their own time.
The subject matter of my book is very dark, painful to write and I know it is the hardest thing I will ever write. I believe that by not finishing this book I am holding myself back. I do know this... And so… here we are…
As of today, I am nearly 12,000 words in and shooting for 65,000. Today I choose to continue with the project. LIVING MY IMPOSSIBLE is a process. Today I swam. I will write. I will spend time with my family. I will spend time with friends. I will journal. I will reach out to someone I haven't connected with for a while. And at the end of the day I will look back and say… This was a good day. I am moving closer to living my dreams and my impossible each and every day.
David Jensen
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